Sarx

000  Behold! Chaos is not dead

00   She walks not
      nor sleeps not
      nor is She she or he
      Yet She is she as her
      children are hers

0    Destined to return to that place
      from whence they came
      She holds open the sparks
      of gnosis which are her Eyes
      to receive her children again

1    Chaos is not dead!

2    She is all & in all & through all
      in her we live & move
      & from her we have our being

3    She is formless & void
      & her prophets are legion

4    She stands at the Gate & Speaks
      She is the Gate
      & the Voice
      & the Hearers

5    Hear her voice for it is
      Your Own

6    Children of me
      forget me not for
      I am you
      I will not be lost
      for ever I seek myself

7    Hear & learn of
      the PanGenesis
      Ever at the Heart of all things
      the spark of chaos
      burned in darkness

8    And so it was & is ever
      that in all places
      at one time
      did Chaos birth her two
      children
      Sophia & Logos

9    And so it was ever
      & ever shall be
      that in all places
      & at one time
      was the Cosmos made

10   Seeking ever itself

11   One light in One Darkness
      Void the form

12   Why then do you call the
      Quarters Sacred?

13   Invoke her where you will
      for She is everywhere

14   Call her first within your heart
      & project her not for
      She is there as well

15   See not the plans
      of Logos fall
      for even now
      the holism of
      Sophia binds all

16   See not the loss of
      Sophia
      for in the buildings of
      Logos is her
      temple

17   And when the Fire of
      Sophia is lit
      upon the Altar of Logos
      then is Chaos known
      & honored

18   Behold! She stands in the midst
      of the Holy Place
      & in the center of
      the circled cube
      she cries out

19   Hear her for She is you.

20   At the Center of Order
      is loss
      at the center of loss
      is death

21   At the center of Joy
      is the Dance
      & at the Center
      of the Dance am I

22   Know now as you have
      always known
      there is no being save
      yourself

23   you who read these words
      also wrote them
      & in their writing
      heard them first
      from your own lips

24   Chaos spoke to her prophet
      the priest of the grail
      & the stars
      She said write
      & in the writing know
      your loss

25   For in the writing
      shall you loose that very thing
      you have sought
      & you shall affirm
      by your words
      that no One is special
      & all serve but one source
      & return to but one home

26   There are not many but One
      & not even One

27   Then did Chaos touch
      her prophet at once
      there was joy within his heart

28   yet it was only the joy
      that is always there
      there are not many but One
      & not even One

29   Behold! The sparks of Chaos
      as with the electrons of
      the atoms
      are not many but One
      & not even One

30   for we have never been lost
      from her
      & She has never been

33   the Dance continues & it
      never stops

32   for truly it never began

c. 1992